second CHANCE...

From schooling-to-college-to-job

life has been busy, preoccupied with several thoughts, diligently working towards goals, making plans some well executed some failed, some left halfway

school days were spent in an anticipation of college days while college days in an anticipation of job, not to forget all the fun.  

Everyday had something new to offer- excitement, challenges, disputes, disagreements, learning, fooling around, the ups and downs...

The phase where one looses all hopes and wants to give up so bad, 

followed by a moment of achievement, a moment of success which fades away the slightest memory of pain, those days of agony, as if they never existed.

All these years i seldom had alone time, with so much going on, I could barely make time for my activities (Gym,collectibles,scrapbooks)

Since last 8months, Life seems like a vacation, vacation with lots of responsibilities though, errrrrr

I have learned things about myself i never knew before

for the record i never knew i could cook,  

And now that i have all the time in the world, I workout, I write yeayyy, I sleep…

But there are times when i get depressed, as i want this vacation to end sometime soon now,

I am waiting for my second chance

Second chance to study, Second chance to work, Second chance to learn new things, Second chance to grow...

I am edgy, I am confident

I am anxious, I am patient

I am hopeful, I am wretched

Are there any more adjectives to describe my emotions, I guess no…

Waiting spans are so excruciating, we don’t know what’s on the other Ughhhhhh

If its good I want this time to end right now and if its bad I want this span to continue…

Am I suffering from the Grass-Is-Greener-On-Other-Side-Syndrome :O :O