Lost in the array of thoughts
Befuddled
I often find myself alone amongst myriad of people
Even though I trust them more than i trust myself
I have always followed their norms and walked the paths paved by them
Only to realize this was not what i want
Now i find myself in the middle of nowhere,
Lost in the array of thoughts
Befuddled
Every time i stand in front of mirror
My reflection scoffs at me
It challenges me, to be me
I am tired of sneaking from my own reflection
I am done being hesitant
For once I want to break this wall of unattainable
For once I want to experience the ultimate triumph
For once I want to exhibit my existence to them
For once I want to stare in the eye of my reflection
I don't want to be lost in the array of thoughts anymore
For I am done being undetermined
"I have always followed their norms and walked the paths paved by them
ReplyDeleteOnly to realize this was not what i want"---i like this line.Today this is what most of us do.
Beautifully written ! We all have lost or compromised on our true selves at one moment or the other. But, I think that's our fault we should stand out for whatever choices we have made irrespective of what other might think, that's what the real challenge in a submisive manner called life exists. :D Excellent piece!
ReplyDelete@ Gunjan Kumar: Thank you very much, glad you liked it :)
ReplyDelete@ Tanya: Yes exactly, thank you :)
indeed nice lines to read,the thought pattern is deep....
ReplyDeletebut will we ever get to the final goal that we desire for??
May be, may be not...HOPE is a good thing!!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks deeps :)
Every time i stand in front of mirror
ReplyDeletebeautiful poem
Thanks sm...
ReplyDeleteGreat! I always say this, "Walk alone, define yourself..people come and go”
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That is true!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks for stopping by Megha
You write so beautifully !
ReplyDeleteOhhh thats really sweet of you Angel :)
ReplyDeleteKeep visiting!!