Wednesday, October 31, 2012

LOST...



Lost in the array of thoughts
Befuddled
I often find myself alone amongst myriad of people
Even though I trust them more than i trust myself
I have always followed their norms and walked the paths paved by them
Only to realize this was not what i want
Now i find myself in the middle of nowhere,

Lost in the array of thoughts
Befuddled
Every time i stand in front of  mirror
My reflection scoffs at me
It challenges me, to be me
I am tired of sneaking from my own reflection
I am done being hesitant

For once I want to break this wall of unattainable
For once I want to experience the ultimate triumph
For once I want to exhibit my existence to them
For once I want to stare in the eye of my reflection
I don't want to be lost in the array of thoughts anymore
For I am done being undetermined


11 comments:

  1. "I have always followed their norms and walked the paths paved by them
    Only to realize this was not what i want"---i like this line.Today this is what most of us do.

    ReplyDelete
  2. Beautifully written ! We all have lost or compromised on our true selves at one moment or the other. But, I think that's our fault we should stand out for whatever choices we have made irrespective of what other might think, that's what the real challenge in a submisive manner called life exists. :D Excellent piece!

    ReplyDelete
  3. @ Gunjan Kumar: Thank you very much, glad you liked it :)

    @ Tanya: Yes exactly, thank you :)

    ReplyDelete
  4. indeed nice lines to read,the thought pattern is deep....
    but will we ever get to the final goal that we desire for??

    ReplyDelete
  5. May be, may be not...HOPE is a good thing!!!!

    Thanks deeps :)

    ReplyDelete
  6. Every time i stand in front of mirror
    beautiful poem

    ReplyDelete
  7. Great! I always say this, "Walk alone, define yourself..people come and go”

    love
    http://www.meghasarin.com

    ReplyDelete
  8. That is true!!!

    Thanks for stopping by Megha

    ReplyDelete
  9. Ohhh thats really sweet of you Angel :)
    Keep visiting!!

    ReplyDelete